The Silent Wonders

The beauty of life!

Life in general,seems like a very tedious task. Apparently,to most of this generation.
What is life,according to MANY people?

Life is - You getting a Degree,Getting a Job,Starting a Family And That's it.
How simple does that sound?

But you know what ? People are alive,but not many realize the importance of actually LIVING your life. They feel like they're living,but instead,they're just "existing".

People find it easier,to follow a laid out path rather than creating one.
Yes,Easy but oh-so-boring!

We've been brought up in such a society(anywhere on this planet),where we've been told to "exist" and make a "living" out of it!
Confusing,right? 

All i'm trying to say is,that if you aren't as fortunate to have parents,who are supportive of your dream,it doesn't mean "stop dreaming".
It means,"Go right ahead and ask yourself if your dream is capable of facing the world.".
NEVER,give up on your dream. Your dream is YOU. And YOU,as an individual,are very important.

Coming to the "Silent Wonders".
As you all know, That i've been through quite a bit in these past 5 months.
I've come to learn so much,experienced so much,been on a rollercoaster of emotions. 

To be honest,i gave up on "faith". In mostly everything. But i didn't give up on "hope", (No idea why)
On July 24th,I actually felt like i'd never "FEEL" the smile on my face.

Now,faking a smile,is easy. I kept telling my mom,"I'm gonna fake a smile. Someday,it may turn real."
I kept saying,but i didn't believe it. I guess i kept saying it,so that my mom would atleast try smiling. 
Yes, for 4 months,i faked a smile. I never let anyone feel like i was faking it. It just became a part of my daily routine. 



And now,here i am,5 months later. 
And for the first time,i can actually feel the smile on my face. I see things becoming better for mom and me. 
I see Hope,i see Happiness,i feel that i should get back to having faith in even the tinniest of things.

I have only a few people to thank for this new found happiness in my life. And believe me,if it weren't for them,i wouldn't have risen to where i am today. Thankyou lovies <3

P.s.- Stay Strong, Hold on,Keep Faith,Believe in it all. Don't give up,Stand tall,You never know,until you climb over that wall! 
Let love in <3

That Man.

Have you ever felt your heart sink?
Have you ever,just stood there,staring at someone?
Have you ever frozen in the most unimaginable place?
I have.

For starters,today's a sunday! *YAY*
But i woke up at 7 *sigh*.
I got up and i had to get a few groceries. 
Now,many of you may not know this, but i have this huge convenient store right below my building. So,it pretty much makes my task easier.

Now,i might have spoken earlier about,how many indians are pretty daft.
Today,the limit just crossed the line.

I went hunting for Peanut Butter *Yum much!*
Now,i usually just pick up stuff,pay and leave.
But today,i couldn't locate this,for whatsoever reason.

I asked one of these people,who work at the store,and i got one of the most stupefying response i've EVER heard in my life.
I asked this lady,"hey,Where can i find Peanut Butter?"
She didn't direct me to any aisle. Instead,she responded by saying,"  OH! The butter is right over there. Next to the milk." 
I didn't argue with the lady,cuz i was still shocked. 
I mean,i wanted to laugh so bad,but i was just so shocked! xD

So i made my way through this crowd,still in search of "peanut butter".
And then,i saw someone .
I saw a 6'1 tall( approx.) man,with skinny legs,a round belly,and a lil salt and pepper mustache.
I froze. I just stood there,and breathed very,very slowly. 

There he was. A tall man,who reminded me of my father. SO MANY similar attributes. I'd say about 90% of that man,looked like my dad( although,my dad had a fair complexion.)
I didn't know what to do at that point of time.
My heart was literally sinking. I couldn't move a muscle. And all of a sudden,outta no where,i gasp for air,and i said,"DAD!". 
Thankfully,that man had walked away. But yeah. That's what happened.
I couldn't concentrate any more,on anything. 
I walked out of the store,and it was cold. I just kept walking. I wasn't able to say anything,but i knew,on the inside,all i could say was,"DAD"
Over and over again,like a stuck tape recorder.
And honestly, i didn't know what to do.

I know this post is really long,and i don't even know how it's supposed to help you.
But,i sorta wanted to share this.
I mean,all it takes is one matchstick to light a fire.
P.S-Recovering.

The Love-Hate Theory

This Theory is probably something most of us choose to ignore!

Yes,the love-hate theory(sounded better than "the Hate-Love" theory)
I don't know about most of you,or any of you for that matter of fact,but personally,i tend to love things over a period of time! 

For instance, I hated my innova. Now,i love it. 
Initially, i liked chelsea,and hated Manchester United. 
As time passed,i lost interest in the game.
When i got back,i started supporting United!

The top i hated yesterday,looks good on me today,so i love it.
*SIGH*
I suppose that's how life is,right?

You hate this thing,and you end up loving it.
Most of us,love our beds and televisions sets. I DO TOO!

You know,about a year ago,i started gymin'.
I wasn't regular,cuz i was oh so distracted by life and it's amazing wonders.
And then,life hit me with a bang. And Boom. 
Lost control.

You know,although this love-hate theory is pretty real. Sometimes,you just need to cut loose.
I mean,you step back,and watch the world pass by.

But there comes a day,when you get a grip.
You divert your focus towards something,that you not particularly "hate",nor "love".
This thing,usually is for the best.
Now,i hated gymin. HATED. For obvious reasons. I mean,not seeing results,trips you over,like a cat. 
But you know,for a while now,i've been kinda regular and i've started "liking" it.
I mean,think about it. If regular,there are more pros,and very minimalistic cons.

Hopefully,i'll start loving it someday.

Point being,in this "love-hate" theory,its better if we start focusing towards loving what we hate.
It may be a materialistic object,a person or even a game.
It's pointless hating things,yeah?!

So here i am,1st dec. This is me. And soon enough,you shall see changes in me. 
Hoping for the best!
#Focus.