A poet, singer and an Author in the making. A part time Photographer, and a full time therapist. A Dreamer, believer and Wiccan by choice. Join me as I unravel lessons on this journey called "Life"!
Monday 24 June 2013
Bottled up.
This looks like a soda bottle. Fizzyness can make you smile. Pretty droplets of water on my window.
My state,at this moment. 23/06/2013
Reached a stage where there's no turning back. Forgive the past,and try to be glad ?
Not happening.
Sometimes you create big mistakes in life. Make stupid decisions without evaluating the possible consequences. It. Is. Bad.
You know,sometimes you just go numb. You get so guilty that you can't feel the smile on your face. You can't process the things that happen around you. You can't concentrate on anything. Your anger,sadness,guilty conscience needs a way to get outta your system.
Hurting your physical body,is complete stupidity. But sometimes you just feel that you've done enough bad that there's no space left to do any good. You just have two choices. 1.commit suicide. 2.fake a smile. Stay numb. And just try to distract yourself,from the world and your feelings.
Cuz sometimes,not feeling something can make you recover faster than confronting your thoughts and going into a long term depression.
Wednesday 12 June 2013
Summer Night
"Seasons left and seasons came,
I was left with mostly pain.
But you came in and changed my days,
Shooed away my sorrows and moody days!
There was something special about your eyes!
The way they sparkled,when you smiled.
It made my world turn upside down,
Like a somersault goes round and round.
You hit me like a beam of light,
You kissed me in the dark of night!
That one kiss I'd cherish the most,
As you were accustomed to the host.
But Days passed,feelings changed,
I felt like I was being chained!
So,I left you then and there to fall,
But I promise you,I gave it my all.
You felt the pain,and I did too.
I felt the loss that you went through.
And now when I look,I can't go back,
These memories inside,are like a tunnel track.
So dark,and deep,and devious!
But mostly,they felt mysterious!
They reminded me of the past,the old me and you,
I truly wished,that we'd get through!
But it's been over a year now,I feel I'm over you.
I can't help but think,if you're over me too?
I promised I'd be strong,I promised I'd be fine,
Fine without you,in the dark of night.
But still there's that memory,that haunts me the most,
That summer night's kiss,where I felt like a rose"
-Prateeksha
I was left with mostly pain.
But you came in and changed my days,
Shooed away my sorrows and moody days!
There was something special about your eyes!
The way they sparkled,when you smiled.
It made my world turn upside down,
Like a somersault goes round and round.
You hit me like a beam of light,
You kissed me in the dark of night!
That one kiss I'd cherish the most,
As you were accustomed to the host.
But Days passed,feelings changed,
I felt like I was being chained!
So,I left you then and there to fall,
But I promise you,I gave it my all.
You felt the pain,and I did too.
I felt the loss that you went through.
And now when I look,I can't go back,
These memories inside,are like a tunnel track.
So dark,and deep,and devious!
But mostly,they felt mysterious!
They reminded me of the past,the old me and you,
I truly wished,that we'd get through!
But it's been over a year now,I feel I'm over you.
I can't help but think,if you're over me too?
I promised I'd be strong,I promised I'd be fine,
Fine without you,in the dark of night.
But still there's that memory,that haunts me the most,
That summer night's kiss,where I felt like a rose"
-Prateeksha
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