Reached a stage where there's no turning back. Forgive the past,and try to be glad ?
Not happening.
Sometimes you create big mistakes in life. Make stupid decisions without evaluating the possible consequences. It. Is. Bad.
You know,sometimes you just go numb. You get so guilty that you can't feel the smile on your face. You can't process the things that happen around you. You can't concentrate on anything. Your anger,sadness,guilty conscience needs a way to get outta your system.
Hurting your physical body,is complete stupidity. But sometimes you just feel that you've done enough bad that there's no space left to do any good. You just have two choices. 1.commit suicide. 2.fake a smile. Stay numb. And just try to distract yourself,from the world and your feelings.
Cuz sometimes,not feeling something can make you recover faster than confronting your thoughts and going into a long term depression.
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