Hi. I know most of you think closure is just a big bag of bull. Well. I thought so too! Until the 1st of July.
Roughly About a year back,I didn't get into the college I wanted.
Naturally,as human tendency, I used to underestimate people(they're actually worth that opinion). But yeah. Fact was,they got in and I didn't.
You have no idea what I went through in these 12 months.
I kept beating myself up about it. I kept avoiding new things in life out of the fear of fucking it up. I lost confidence. I cried. And might I say it,I lost myself. It's only when a man keeps going into depression,that he realizes that depression is infant,boring!
I got tired of being depressed. I diverted myself. Became better In my academics, started new hobbies.
But I met someone from my past. Who revealed as to why I didn't get in. A simple stupid reason, that people in the other classes were able to cheat, and I wasn't.
Eventually,they scored better because of google. I scored lesser Cuz my brain isn't google.
Closure. Something silly. The word is funny come to think of it.
But yes. It's that amazing feeling when you let go after you realize,it's not your fault !
Stop harming yourself. Stop thinking too much. Stop analyzing. Sometimes,all it takes to feel better,is to let go.
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