The Unknown

Uncertainty.
It strikes at any given moment.
Does death knock at your door? Yes. 
Apparently,it's been going around for a very long time,that death always comes,announced.

Now,you can't blame anyone if you choose to deliberately ignore the signs.
And then go right ahead and say,"Oh,death comes unannounced.
Sure it does. You know why?
Cuz you IGNORE IT!

Uncertainty,unfortunately make up most of the unforgettable memories.
How sad,yet true.

 

LIFE. 

Is as fragile and vulnerable like a stem glass.

In all its beauty and glory,it tends to attract people and make an impression on them.

And all of a sudden,it comes to an end.

Then what are you left with?

Nothing. 

You're left with memories. 

Or

You simply

Become a memory.

A new chapter - 19th

Hola!
I'm back! 
My apologies for being so slack and not putting up anything,in what seems like forever!

I had my examinations going on!(bleh)
So,Daybefore yesterday,17th jan,I turned 19.
Yes! As old as that makes me sound.
Quite an amazing day,actually. Started off with tears,cuz i realized,daddy isn't around,and he won't be.
But i'd like to take this opportunity to thank my mom,for being sucha kickass mother. 
For not letting me feel the absence of my father dearest.
She's been so supportive. I understand how weak she is,but when i needed her,she did a better job than anyone ever could.
"It takes a good mother to take care of a child,But it takes a badass mom to be a mom and dad."
This gorgeous lady,i'm glad she's a part of my life. I love her so very much and i thank god every day for letting me keep atleast one of my parents.

My dad used to call my mom "Cheetah."
While growing up,i used to call my mother "Mom,Mommy,Mumma."
But over the years,I started calling her "Sushikins." (No reference to sushi)
But lately,i realized it was getting too old,and i started calling her cheetah.
I know that name brings back a lotta memories,but they're good memories,that make her smile.

Sometimes,when you love someone so much that even for the slightest grin,you'd do anything.
I'm grateful for being her daughter.

Also,my 19th embarks a new beginning. I realized that my 18th had been one heck of a roller coaster ride. 
I had not only been hurt,but i also have hurt,and made a lot of mistakes. 
But over time,i suppose one just learns to deal with circumstances and learn from their mistakes.

Well,I'd also like to thank all the people who wished me and gave me their blessings. Each and everyone counts. Thankyou <3

#2014

"Life has taken meto places,i had never been.
Put me in places i never wanted to be."

  #2013,has finally over.
It actually gives me a sense of relief. 
I have gone through so much,that it's actually hard to imagine that i've made it through it all. 
I started off the year with happiness. Made a mess of it in march. Ruined it even further in june. Almost tried to end life after my father's passing,in july.
Hated every moment there on.Every month,ever since,felt like a challenge.
August - December,i faced an obstacle every 24th. From getting admitted in the hospital,to a car thing,to getting hit by a bike while walking,everything.
It all felt like it was falling apart.

People walk into your life for a reason,and some for a season. 
But i am blessed enough to have people around me,who've helped me get through every obstacle.
And in that process,i even found love. The genuine "I'm there for you,standing by your side" kinda love.

I've matured so much in the past 5 months. I sometimes feel like i can't recognize myself anymore. But there are a few people who keep reminding me,of my roots. 
They help me stay sane.

I could never thank any of them enough,to help me get through my darkest days. 
For being there,and helping me cope with life,after i thought i lost it all.

I'm stronger than i was. Wiser than i was. Mature.
And i can face life.

I cannot thankyou readers enough,either. 
Thankyou for asking me once in a while,why i haven't written something new. 
I love you all dearly,even though i can't picture your faces.

Happy 2014 to one and all. God bless.May mercy be granted upon you. Amen